If I Fall

It's all horribly simple...or it was...or will be. 

Well maybe not that simple.

*snicker* You couldn't expect it though. It just wouldn't be
appropriate. Not Here anyway...or is it There? I never could quite
keep track of it all. And that's my fault I suppose.

IT WAS YOU'RE OWN DAMN FAULT! EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU!

I'm sorry. That wasn't very nice. I should try to control my
temper...my father..he said...

IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT HE SAID! HE'S GONE! DAMN FOOLISH BOY!

Foolish boy.

Foolish boy.

Simple and yet complex.

Nothing is where it should be.

I am not where I should be.

Or am I?

I'm so damned confused.

My Lord said that was normal...or not...it didn't matter.

I must forget the ticking, it cannot hurt me here.

Oh Father....why did you leave me?

All alone with nothing to guide me.

My mother.

Mother.

She couldn't understand.

She didn't hear it.

And my brother.

NEVER SPEAK OF HIM! HE DIDN'T CARE! HE CURSED MY NAME! MY NAME WHICH
ALL CRINGE TO SPEAK NOW!

All that matter.

My name is unspeakable...but...

My Lord speaks it.

He doesn't fear the Masters.

But I do and I fear him.

I hear him call for me.

 Richard 
	 Richard 
		 Richard 

The Traitor.

The Betrayer.

The Lost.

The Scared.

I can't go home.

It's not that simple.